we're all in it aren't we... the matrix, i mean... constantly plugging in and plugging out, craving one or the other... in fact, i can summarise my entire life as a constant battle between plugging in and plugging out... as a matter of fact, i can summarise your life pretty much in that as well...

but, what do we really want? we don't really want to unplug do we? it's the quintessential paradox... the tempation of being plugged in vs. the excitement of plugging out... the pleasure of plugged in vs. the ambiguity of getting unplugged...

what do we really want.. out of life... is it our eternal search for the 'purpose' that agent smith has suggested human life does not have?

some of the thoughts that have been cropping up in my mind off late (more often than not)... more as they come

for now, i'm "plugging in" back to the matrix... more when i "unplug" next time...